第二年第一百四十二天

[nnozomi]

语法
S + 不得不 + V, "have to X, can't not do X"
https://resources.allsetlearning.com/chinese/grammar/Expressing_%22have_to%22_with_%22budebu%22

词汇
家, noun suffix (-er); 大家, everyone; 画家, painter; 家庭, household/family; 家长, parent/head of family; 全家, whole family; 作家, writer ( pinyin )

https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-2-word-list/
(Mixing two meanings of 家 in the list but it should be clear from context...)

Guardian:
我有不得不做的事情, I have things I have to do
为了自己觉得正确的事，有时候也不得不辛苦, sometimes you have to suffer for the things you think are right
这才是科学家的风范嘛, that's how a scientist does things

Me:
不管想不想去，我不得不去。
做作家很难啊。